Life is a Gas (hike)

I bought my first car in 1972. It was a brand new Plymouth Gold Duster. I loved that ride. Treated it with the tender loving care you’d give a newborn baby.

I had just gotten hired to my first full-time job at the exorbitant salary of $400 per month. My biggest concern was that I would not be able to afford the gas to keep the car running. After all, the price at the pump had zoomed up to a ridiculous thirty-six cents per gallon. Just a few years earlier, we were only paying a quarter.

Outrageous as this obvious price gouge was, at least I was still getting full service when I pulled in. I had but to roll down my window (hand cranking it of course), and tell attendant number one whether I wanted to fill ‘er up, or just get my usual five dollars worth. Meanwhile, attendant number two was already at work spraying detergent across my windshield, wiping it clean, and examining my wipers to see if they were getting worn. Simultaneously, my hood would pop up, as attendant #3 was busily checking my oil and wiper fluid levels, while pulling the wire brush out of his tool belt to scrape the corrosion off my battery terminals. Attendant #4 was lurking around the perimeter of my vehicle, taking the inflation reading from all of my tires.

If I got a tad bored while waiting, I could step out of my car while all this was going on and roam into the station, where I could pick up a free state road map, and draw a soft drink out of the dispenser. The drink was supposed to cost a dime, but often the station owner would just give me a wink and tell me it was on the house. Really, the least he could do, considering the bizarre profit he must have been making off my gas purchase. Most of the time, I just sat in my car and watched the service team at work. I was reluctantly willing to pay the increased cost, because these guys always came out and gave me the full service treatment. At least that would never change.

Four years later, I traded in my Gold Duster for a 1976 AMC Gremlin. Oh, I see you laughing. I’ll have you know this weird looking little vehicle was all the rage then. Wide and a little clunky, but it had stereo speakers in the doors and FM radio! And the gear shift was on the floor, as opposed to the steering wheel, giving it a race car feel. It was awesome. But there was trouble brewing.

At the time, I was busy getting married and pursuing my career. I wasn’t paying much attention to the news. I kept hearing snippets of reports about America’s deteriorating relationship with the oil producing countries in the Middle East. Whatever, my young adult mind thought. Not my concern. Until this thing called the great gas shortage struck in the late seventies.

Not only did the price per gallon skyrocket to eighty-nine cents, but, even at that unimaginable price, there wasn’t enough to go around. The country actually had to resort to gas rationing. If your license tag ended in an even number, you were allowed to buy fuel on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. If an odd number, you could gas up on Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday. Run out on Sunday? Too bad. Pump up the tires on your bicycle.

There were lines at the pump blocks long. There were fist fights as drivers got out of their cars to challenge someone who tried to cut in. I clearly remember my Dad, who was a staunch Republican, complaining that the whole mess was because the Democrats in office had mishandled the whole foreign policy thing, and that things would get better if Ronald Reagan could win the presidential election in 1980. “Mark my words” Dad said. “Gas will never go above the one dollar mark.”

Reagan did indeed take office in 1980. Gas went up to $1.19 per gallon.

In 1989, after buying a house and having children, I graduated to driving a truck. It was a Mazda with an extended cab so the kids could sit in the backseat. I wasn’t getting anywhere near the gas mileage I had with the smaller cars, but that was okay. Things had settled down on the international oil market, and the United States had stepped up its own production. The cost per gallon had actually gone down and was hovering around one dollar.

By this time, I was pumping my own gas, wiping my own windshield, checking my own oil and fluid levels, and inflating my own tires. A lot more work, but I was okay with that. At least the gas crisis was history. We had learned from our mistakes.

I knew I would never have to pay $1.19 for gas again.

A Cause Worth Fighting For

Courage for me is keeping a dentist appointment. My idea of bravery is doing battle with the squirrels in my backyard, as they try to shimmy up my birdfeeder pole to steal seed. That’s how comfortable and secure my blessed life has become in this great land that I live in.

But what is going on in Ukraine has reawakened my understanding and appreciation of the true meaning of courage and bravery. Let me make clear this is not some partisan essay. I do not write this as a conservative or a liberal. I am merely a bystander who sees the fearless people of Ukraine risk everything to fight for their country, while the rest of the freedom-loving world watches, willing to contribute money and equipment, but remaining steadfast that Ukrainians must fight this battle alone.

I don’t begin to understand the complexity of the politics involved. And I don’t want to. I only know that watching the newsreel scenes of their struggle makes me feel sad, scared and inspired, all at the same time. The way they continue to find hope in what seems hopeless. How they persevere against the relentless and the inevitable. I wasn’t alive in the early 1940’s. I wonder if this is what it felt like when Adolph Hitler began expanding his power in western Europe. Were these the kind of emotions that were stirring in the hearts of the American colonists some 250 years ago, as they geared up to end the control and domination of English tyranny.

And forgive me for having doubt, but I wonder about us. Faced with a similar oppressor, would we still fight for our freedom? Would we cast aside our political divisions, our racial biases, our financial and geographic differences, and unite in the rediscovery that we are all one, that we are all free under a great and mighty God, and that no other regime or nation should ever be able to take that away from us? Or have we become so comfortable, so secure, so self absorbed, that we have lost perspective of the commitment and sacrifice necessary to make it possible?

Life is so good here. My biggest problem today will be negotiating the potholes on highway eleven. I don’t have to worry about an artillery shell striking and destroying my house. My hardest decision today will be what to eat for lunch. I don’t have to decide between gathering up my family and fleeing the country, or staying to help fight a war that will likely end my life. There won’t be any grandmothers here fashioning small bombs out of empty bottles to throw at enemy tanks as they roll down main street. There won’t be any young mothers having babies in air raid shelters.

As I watch the war in Ukraine unfold, I find myself with a refreshed awareness of the courage and bravery that is displayed and preserved all around me. I drove a little slower past the military memorial in Civitan Park. I thought about all the names inscribed on it, the bold warriors who fought for me. An American flag flies above the entrance to my subdivision. Normally, I am oblivious as I motor past, lost in my selfish thoughts. Not today. I gave it a little salute. I have been profoundly reminded of what it took for that flag to be up there, flapping proudly in the early spring breeze.

To the people of Ukraine: God be with you. And thank you for so heroically showing us once again that freedom and patriotism are worth fighting for. Even dying for.